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can you allow me the time to overpunish with rhyme
fear is just something in my mother,
i don't believe in it rather
and then a sign, down the line
and now it's all the time
having someone inside, i wasn't looking for someone inside
he's having the time of his life
i've told him so many times
behave and i'll be nice
we're in this together
me and whoever, i feel i've known you forever
is this me or is this you and who am i talking to
stop! stop! oh my
having someone inside
he's having the time of his life
he could never really bother
he is so unlike any other
and with time he's getting smarter
he is so unlike any other
and with time he's getting louder
he could never really bother
he's inside saves me from falling down
inside, i know it's crazy
i would miss him if he had gone
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it's coming back, i feel it ain't long but sustained
this sickness will have my name
and i'm freaking out again
not invited to a cocktail party in my head
daddy is nude and, strangest demand
wants me to watch him stand
next to the picture of his aunt
while i squash my left testicle and dance
that poet aunt, she killed herself
accidentally on the plane that crashed
just minutes before that
some said that pilot ate rotten toothpaste
bravest man I've ever met
my brother had hick-ups
even in mortal danger
when my mother pointed the sun at him
I lately feel i could kill for my mom
and daddy's boyfriend
I believe, i think that's about it...
oh yeah, i could kill my brother as well
It’s coming back, she killed himself
long and sustained on the plane that crashed
just minutes before that
not invited to a cocktail party
bravest man I’ve ever met, strangest demand
hick-ups even next to the picture of a sound
and my mother pointing the sun at me
i think you've lost me there, where was i.... oh yeah
i lately feel i could kill for my mom
and daddy's boyfriend
i believe, i think that's about it...
oh yeah, i could kill my brother as well
see you around my friend, feel free to stop by
we'll do something together
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new years eve, i'm innocent
somehow we all do deserve it
we're all christian in defeat, are we killing it
so i'm on my knees again
there's nobody in here, i am feeling it
silence and symmetry
few forgotten sinners, and i'm still in there
cowards and the innocent
for all the days that need to come, i wish and pray
for you to run from all the framed, confident and fake
they take and take
it's not what you say, it's how you say it
yes we feel real, don't touch 'cause we're stale
it's not that you steal, it's how you plea
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my tears of rain, i won't ever sober up
i'll ever be near less, 'cause i'm stuck in clockwise
we'll always be found on ancient address
archaic myths of no escape in clockwise
as favor, leave me tied here
insane and wrapped in the night
we don't need meaning, we'll survive
peeling our lives, forever is commercial size
and "ever ever" it delivers not the reason why
as favor, leave me tied here
insane and wrapped in the night
without a title or a plot, let's take a shot
i wanna bet on today
sun is like something day dresses in destiny
stealing words, old paint
and back to the stream again
and the only sound i ever hear is old
it's not there, yet loudest and it goes in clockwise
i sometimes dream that i am 40 years dead
and still trying to climb a fence of clockwise
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maybe this stuff don't happen enough
i laugh and it's one of those times
funeral, a flood or a car crash
one of those times i can never be quiet
i laugh when i hear a good lie
i laugh when it doesn't feel right
doesn't feel right and i never knew why
mama didn't teach me that
i wanna have fun when everyone is done
gotta be that someone
i take some pride in that
say what you mean, it's all probably seen
yeah, but it's all me
pay no mind to my side, nevermind the funny side, funny side
can never be the ugly side, a side
nevermind the ugly side, ugly side
can always be the funny side, my side
don't waste your time telling me what's right
everything seems like it's falling to pieces
and why would i wanna cry
i am here again, naked in my shame
i'm alone and i'm kind of insane
that's what you would think
i wallow in my stink
i'm a whore, i believe in nothing
life, something you and me cannot ever reach, know or price
don't think they have seen more than you and me
life, something you and me cannot ever meet, know or price
and with certainty know the truth of it
it's just the way it is
i know i'm a little behind
and everyone 's being too kind
it's a curse
and somehow it gets on my nerves
i laugh when it doesn't feel right
nobody knows what's inside
pay no mind
i guess it's just one of those times
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i dream of a grind, i'll let it slide
marry me sometime and every July we'll go to seaside
every time she'll overpack... i'll just let it slide
i'll work nine to five, have a nap, she'll rage
i'll promise i would change
fit in some kind of frame, every day is the same
forever sickness in health, as long as we're well
all is hell
eggs overdone, morning paper fun
neighbor comes over we talk and it's nice, and all polite
i'll never show i wanna bite, eat his eyes
and piss into his scull
it's so bizarre to have this wish
when i'm truly as happy as can be
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love is gay, i feel it nowadays
love is gay, i feel it everywhere
hate is gay, they just shoot your face
and pray 'cause god's is every way
preach death, preach it every breath
afraid and healthy family
god sent, is this war we're in
to fill "die healthy family tree"
love is great, love me anyway, what are you saying
(there's) nothing left than to be perfect, why would you be that
in this place, god forsaken place, everyone has seen him
nicest man we have ever met, so glad that he's dead
tasted it, from the hand of devil body of Christ
drank it, in the depths of heaven it's vinegar
help me, own me like you should
comb me, paint me like you would
you say your god is everywhere, how can she be here
how can she be here and get speared
i wanna wash it all off me
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If son was alive, would he have a creed?
What would he say? You can only try and imagine his face
If son was alive, would he have agreed?
Who could he save? Could he ever try and manage
disgrace of life, what has he done and why
they use his name and for what, pair of dimes
Light a cigar on a burning brother,
'till i pay i'm not allowed to die
You think you're so high, just ahead of my eye
Well, days fly
God of the sun is Ra
Poisonous flour
Fear in my brother's eyes feeds you the power
I want to pick my own enemy rather
I choose to dye my enemy right
You don't care if i die
mend a prayer and plate of after life
Cash the pain, send to fire
see you there in case of afterlie
Lie raveled and tied and wrapped in a lie...
God is alone, all he ever wanted us to belong
all alone, when his temple is made into label
and only currency's a lie, they charge a rate when you die
i never wanted to be in this light
i never wanted to be on this side
i always wanted my god to arise from undermine
i don't believe a word they tell me
i don't believe the truth they bend me
and rearrange it
i don't believe in a heart you wore in
i don't believe in clothes around it
try and fool me
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out of my bed i sleep or play dead
and i'm in a skin that's hard to shed
show me a sign, something divine
give me it all and i'll be fine... show me the light (scorch me tonight)
i wanna be led, pierce my soul cad
read me your brain roughly said
show your design, one of a kind
let me inside i wanna try
once seen it's hard to breathe
something foreign, i'll let you invade
love being, intervene me
what you see you gotta believe
a thing like you can't have a beginning
love being, intervene me
come on in son, once you see it you'll believe it
and what is it? it will make you numb
you will feel one, once you breathe in you will need it
and what is it? it will make you cum
i need a soul and enlightenment
i cannot find a reason, i'm sick of all the reasoning
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bored, i'm killing my time
by watering mother's flowers so they wouldn't die
bored is sinister mind, needs watering all the time
just so it would die
i need a thought, the oldest thought to raise hell
all is well, something is happening and i won't tell
wishing well, tear down the well, release hell
and my head is spinning
all i need is a myth, a cheap one to play with
momma i wanna go easter, i wanna lay on a carpet
i wanna sleep in the night air
this is the place for me, i wanna put on a bomb and
i wanna kill myself
i'm bored, i'm wasting my time by killing my time
by thinking of imperfect crime
every once in a while i let my tongue dry
lost in a dream i'm where nobody wants to be seen
all night i rape and i pillage, i laugh i have fun
all night i kill i slaughter, betray the one i love
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i wanna play as long as our love is the
every day i wanna play some other game
never would i ever wanna rewind
i know the game i know it will end the same
if it ever happens again i say
never would i ever wanna think twice
i never wanna be alive, i never wanna feel divine
all i want is a compromise, i want to leave when i'm done
i wanna be the only one, alone and in denial
love is conformance, philosophy, "love will save you",
what a crack of shit monkey ate and vomited
mind is just chemistry, beggin' in tears
it will have you wallow in fear
still you want it it's clear, give me some,
want it it's clear
it breaks me, shames me, i don't care
and don't need to recover
just don't want me, don't love me
dont pray for me, don't relate to me
i don't want it all i want it over
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released July 26, 2015
